i cannot remember much what happened on the past few days. all i knew that they were hectic and i had no room for myself to consider about... everything.
the scenery down the road remains the same, the smell of kitchen still is strong and the noise has never been louder. i remembered walking down that pathway 7 months ago, knowing not where i am, stranded here in a big island as a foreigner. my life had just started those days, as i persisted that i would hold on and be changed here. now is the time to reminisce.
have i changed that much? well, not quite.
relatives might still find me hard to deal with, and friends might still consider me as a stranger in their thoughts. i am a silent in soul and contemplate forever. taciturn, the word best to describe it. wonder if i really come here just in vain, or perhaps i am still in a process of becoming something. i do not know. lately my mind cannot bring up such matter to the surface and blunt it is getting.
for whatever reason destiny has led me here, i do not regret. i no longer seek for virtue nor an answer, as it all provides me with nothing but more questions and disturbance.
i love it the simple way. occam's razor rules.
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