carpe diem

bid adieu to Mr. Jellyfish.


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a silly little moment

october's coming up and know what, spring's not really do.
and so here i am, enjoying the last bits of my midterm break. a week full of mixed feelings: happiness and despair to the most.
we had a really really great time. enjoyable since i spent most of it with all my friends even just to hang out going to new places. the moment for me to savor the sweetest part, i bit a bitter one instead. a foolish, idiotic, moronic mistake had made me really anxious about the university application. things happened, and i was so so so depressed by the long time wait. today though, i made it clear by going to the office and well... breath in relieve.
i guess there is always a lesson to be learned. the person i am now is going to be a different person even only a week later.

tho tho. picnic's coming up tomorrow to conclude this big holiday.

it was nice and i love my companies here (:

they keep me staying out there, outside the window, no matter whether there is a coffee stall or not.

not while i'm around

i'll send 'em howling. i got ways.

a piece of struggle, sweat, and satire

A dream, wished upon a star, soon is meant to be revealed.

Ones fall, the others stand.

A parting way that leads every one of us to different journey.

A page filled with bliss is soon to be stained.

Sweats and cries are the truest facts.

Laughter is a mere decoration.

Either bathed in limelight or wasted in pity.

Who will make a name?

a raven flies to the moon

how i realized that i've made some very abstract posts lately. still worth reading and contemplating, but they are very subjective view of mine.

anyway, sheesh. i haven't been able to get rid of this cold yet. my nose's still running and now i have a very sore throat after singing for 5 hours yesterday. it was sure a lot of fun, but now don't expect me to sing, i need to give my throat a rest.

how i have faced nearly 3 months here with many great difficulties. i've been so down a couple weeks ago resulting in a very downgrading performance. 7 for drama, what?!

the world has not ended yet. sure it still gives me the chill that things are not going to get easier after this, but i feel like i'm getting better lately. i can control myself and the feelings i have.

more like now i know what to do. now i know when the time to play and when to study hard. i believe i can improve myself further more since well, i have the capability to. exam's coming up! brace yourself up now, kid!

wait for me, wait for me. i'll be there when the time comes. still be there. not looking outside the window anymore, but there, there, you know where to find me (:

contract signed in bed

i have made an agreement with Him.

a special one.

in bed. under the sheet.

telling that i cannot forever stay inside the warmth of a house.

telling that have to go outside the window and live that life.

time tells tale

something has miraculously happened just about yesterday. when things had been so abrupt, when things strained you from being you. He does things, and He did one of those just yesterday.

time tells tale.

i do not know if i should say that i've ever been myself since i got here in melbourne. i cannot even define how being myself looks like. if live is inside a furnace, then i might have gone on several process. i was not what i am.

time tells tale.

He broke the chains yesterday, those which has been straining me lately. i managed myself to stay outside the comfort zone. to live a life outside the window.